oh well, right now, i'm just so f***ed up with lots of things that's been going on. relationship is surely not my area these days, and it wont be on a couple of month to come. cant really tell why.

i read this book about horoscope. need to mention here, that i'm not a big fan of this thing, but reading it, i realize things about me that i have never been so sure about it. so it just kinda give me some glance about what comes with me when i was born at that particular sign.

it says that i'm definetly not a marrying type, or even a commitment type. sure facing those things lately. and sometimes, i considered it wearing me off. tired with all of those lies and hurts. might do me good to keep a distance away from those killing feelings.

btw, here's a pic of me and ekta. finding our way to a glance of freedom from work. with all those silly food, cigarettes and shoes. somehow, i'm kinda glad that my blog isnt that well known around my frens. it wont be that secretive if i was to write in fs.

just loving that solitude...